I wanted to entitle this "Back From the Great Beyond", and then wondered if the "Great Beyond" meant the afterlife, in which case, if it did, I certainly haven't been there. I've been more in a place called Limbo. Kane and I are fine; we still have a lot to be grateful for. It's just that, well, we've had so much to deal with and so many tough decisions to consider. I can't believe I've been away for as long as I have. It was not my intention. I kept thinking I'd be back, so I didn't want to write a "Taking a Break" kind of post. Every time I thought about it, though, I started feeling increasingly guilty for suddenly disappearing without a trace or explanation.
Not sure what else to say. We're now on our 3rd attorney. Things with the 2nd child are looking hopeful and good, and that makes us feel so good inside. Things with the 1st child do not, and well.......
So what am I saying? I kept thinking, "I don't have anything meaningful to write about Kane's and my dd life right now. That aspect of our life is going pretty well.....we did boot camp last month, and it was a really good experience for both of us. I'm just not sure what I have to offer to the community here right now, but I'm not ready to let you all go. Maybe you won't mind if I leave a comment here or there on your blogs? I do want to stay connected, if even in a small way.
If you've emailed me and I haven't responded, please accept my sincere apology. I'm just now getting to the place where I can do that.
So will you forgive me for going off the radar of the Blogosphere without a word? I've still been thinking of you all and have read your blogs when I can.
Life goes on, doesn't it? And that's a good thing. Kane will be having knee surgery next month. And so it goes. At least his knee won't hurt him anymore after he recovers.
I've got a lot of catching up to do. I hope everything is going well for all of you. Blondie, I read your blog the other night, and my thoughts and prayers are with you and Ty.
God bless you guys, and thanks for letting me express myself here.